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Hey guys! selamat 4.26 pm. Ibu dan ayah saye baru balik dari membeli barang dapur. Jadi, sememangnya dari pagi tadi saye duduk seorang diri di rumah. Biasalah duduk rumah sorang-sorang ni kerjanya berangan je. Nak buat cemane kan. Tulah antara bakat terpendam saye yang berjaya dicungkil oleh saye sendiri-_-""
Anyways, saye nak bagitahu satu perkara yang paling saye tension sekali bile berade di rumah sorang-sorang. Tak kesahlah rumah sendiri ke sewa ke rumah makcik ke atok ke, senang cite mane-mane rumah lah.

Saye paling paling paling paaaaling stress gile bile saye baru nak mandi, dengan bersungguh-sungguhnye dan di saat saye sedang menikmati betapa bestnya air paip mencecah kepala saye, tiba-tiba sayup-sayup, "Assalamualaikummm, assalamualaikummm, assalamualaikummm".
Time tulah posmen nak datang kak oii. Haihhh. Kenape beliau mesti nak datang time orang lain takde kat rumah, time orang tengah mandi pulak tu. Spoiled, spoiled tau. Tapi biase kalau kat rumah sewa dulu, saya teruskan mandi je. Sebab posmen pun biase bagi salam 3 kali je pun paling banyak. Tinggalkan notis dan lepas tu diorang blah.
Itu satu hal. Ni kalau kat kampung halaman lagilah. Macam tadi jugak, air baru cecah kepala. Tibe-tibe orang bagi salam. Bezanya, kali ni budak-budak yang bagi salam. One thing yang saye kagum pasal budak-budak ni diorang ni jenis tak putus asa. Tapi yang tak bagusnya, diorang hanya akan berhenti bagi salam bile kite jawap salam tu balik!! Diorang tak macam abang posmen ok (aarrghh). Nak taknak kenelah jawap. Dan bile kite dah jawap, demand pulak tu. Nak kite keluar, tunjuk muke. Fineee. Saye yang cool gile ni pun keluar lah. Dalam hati, ni mesti bende penting ni. Beriye bebeno bagi salam.

Budaktakpenahgiveup: Kak, nak mangge.
Kakakyangcool: ........ -_-"

Haih kids. I was like, ameklah. Dengan pokok-pokok sekali pun takpe -_-'

Tu jelah yang saye nak cerite. Takde ape sangat pun. K lah, nak makan laksa. bye!

The Journey

Budak-budak yang lahir tahun 1995 tengah sibuk isi borang UPU and I was like "ha, bukan diorang kecik lagi ke?".Aaaarrggh. You know what that means? I am getting older! Haihh, time did fly like a jet -_-  But the great thing about getting older is I started to be serious about the future since I'm a kind of responsibility-can-wait person. I might not have any idea on how my future will look like, but what I am sure is, it's gonna be aweeeeeesome!!! (pronounce it like how it spelled. haha). Dream much ha? That is so me. Like Astro said: "Go beyond". Well, everyone that is living on this mother earth would be dreaming the same thing as I am (or maybe most). To those who is already there, congratulation. Just wait, am on my way too (there she goes again. LOL =p). And to those who is still on the track or who is just about to put the shoes on, like me, I wish you best of luck. May all your sacrifices, hard works, and whatsoever paid off. Really am. It is not too late. Trust me. Because the moment you want to give up is the moment you almost get there. How did I know? Because I have been through this, once. 

 It was many many many months ago when I was waiting for my UPU result. 3 years of dream was about to come true. Full of spirits to further degree in the beginning and I failed to get into IPTA in the end. With such enthusiasm and good result, how could they turned me down. Offering me diploma instead, months after. What the heckkk?? Cewah. Here is some drama. hehe. I won't lie about how i felt that time. It was the worst feeling I have ever had. Even worse than break-up with ex. I felt soooooo lost since I did not have any other plan to do. I just have this thought in my mind "straight away to degree after diploma". That was my goal and still is. So, when that happened, I believed, "that's it. My life ends". Then, by the time I have gave in, there came the new semester intake. My mom advised me to try once again. "If you were destined to get it, then it will be yours". That was what she told me. Since I was still having the 'IPTAphobia', I was doubted if it was the right thing to do (well, I can't bear another heart-broken. hee). So I kept thinking about this matter like anytime and anywhere. The deadline of the application was closer but I still couldn't made up my mind. Until one day, at a food stall, I prayed to Allah SWT, talked to Him, begged Him to help me decide or at least give any signs. (at food stall and then signs? yeah, I was that desperate). And right after I finished gt everything off my chest, a guy who was stood right before me turned around and showed me his t shirt with this magical line 'DO NOT GIVE UP'. It maybe means nothing to you guys but a LOT to me. I was about to cry in that very moment. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah. So much! So I sent my application and 2 months later, I got the offer. My 1st choice of course and only :)  That is my story. I will never forget of my journey heading to IPTA.

In spite of the 'don't give up' spirit, the one thing that is so the very important is our duty as the servants of Allah. During my 'dark' time of not getting offered to further degree, I have been thinking about my negligence of doing my responsibility. Yes, I did the 5 times prayer in a day. But what about other ibadah? I realized that I rarely recite the Quran. Except Surah Yasin on Friday night which is sometimes I still missed it. Some more, the solat hajat, solat taubat and much more. So, my hard time makes me closer to Allah. I started recite the Quran often, doing much solat hajat and taubat sometimes. I know. It's too sad that it takes failure to get me doing all these (May Allah forgive me). But I think this is one of the reasons why He held my request. He knows best. So guys, If you wanted something from Him, you should please Him first. For me, I hope that I will keep on practicing all that. Of course I did missed the ibadah sunat many times (manusia kan. semangatnye sekejap je -_-) But yeah, let's hope for the best! May all of us succeed in whatever we do


*The most awesome thing about IPTA for me is the fee is so cheap!affordable! (berpinar mata tengok yuran setiap semester)
*I'm not ready to work. I love to study (not studying =p). I don't know it is because of the environment or friends or whatever. Perhaps I missed the overwhelmed feeling when I woke up in the morning with thousands of notes in my bed and rushed to the examination hall. weirdooooo -_-"
*Amalkan surah Al-Waqi'ah setiap hari. Semoga senang mendapat rezeki :)

Dokumen Perjalanan Terhad

Untuk pengetahuan sesiapa yang masih lagi blur-blur alam benda apa sebenarnya dokumen perjalanan terhad ni, kat sini saya akan kongsikan apa yang saya tahu :)

DOKUMEN PERJALANAN TERHAD

Dokumen yang rupa bentuk dia lebih kurang macam passport ni diperlukan kalau korang-korang semua nak tinggal di Sarawak MELEBIHI 3 BULAN. So maknanya, guna dia kat Malaysia jelah. Dokumen ni korang boleh dapat kat pasar malam je.haha kidding!

Cara-cara mendapatkan dokumen ini:

1) Pergi mana-mana pejabat imigresen kat Malaysia ni. Nak senang pergilah yang dekat dengan tempat korang tinggal.

2) Pergi kat kaunter pertanyaan atau kaunter borang atau kaunter nombor giliran (mana-mana yang disediakan lah). Cakap dengan staf kat kaunter tu yang korang nak buat dokumen perjalanan terhad ke Sarawak/Sabah. Masa ni dia akan bagitahu lah apa yang korang kena buat.

3) Dapat nombor giliran dan tunggu jelah giliran korang. Seeloknya pergi awal-awal lah. Takdelah terseksa sangat korang nak tunggu nanti.


Benda paling penting korang kena bawak masa nak buat dokumen ni:
*Gambar berukuran passport 2 keping
*Kad pengenalan (tak payah nak salinan bagai. Ori punye)
*Duit RM5 (berbaloi-baloiiii. hehe)

Dokumen ni valid untuk 5 tahun. Kot nak duduk lama lagi kat borneo tu renew jelah ye anak-anak. Lagi satu, lain jabatan imigresen, lain caranya. Ada tu kena isi borang bagai. Macam saya tak kena. Kalau nak ikutkan, sekarang ni memang dah tak pakai borang kot. Entahlah. Dah-dah. Tak payah nak confused sangat muka tu. Macam yang saya cakap kat no 2 kat atas tadi, diorang akan bagitau apa kena buat. Okay, selamat mencuba (Macam resipi masakan pulak. lol)

Good morning 2013!!
It's 2013 already. I am freaked out!! Aaaaa. I really hope there're another 365 days in 2012. Making it becomes what? 730 days a year? Come on girl, back to your senses. Ok, just cut it off. Here are my hope-my-dreams-come-true things

Wishlist: 

May I always be
  in the place I wanted to be in
  a great woman on earth(FEEL FREE TO SLAP ME =p)
  a superb auntie to nephewS and nieceS (siblings, you see the S. You know what to do. LOL)
  a weight-gainer (keep it up yeah)
  a wise chooser
  an optimistic than realistic (I had so much bad thoughts)
  a happy person as my name

I said what I had to say and did what I had to do
I can't fix bad things happened back in my old days
I'm just hoping that bad things fix me up in my brand new days


I saw Wani Ardy at Bandung airport for the first time ever, in the same flight
But I don't have the gut to approach her and now I regret to death. Great
Should I include being a bold person in the wishlist?
Consider that