kau sunyi?
kau?
kau?
aku,tak perlu ditanye.
makin membesar,makin sunyi.
padahal orang kat sekeliling ramai je.
hati yg sunyi sebenarnye.
hari berganti hari,bulan berganti bulan,tahun berganti tahun
kawan berganti,cinta pun berganti
diri sendiri pon berganti identiti
sume orang nafikan dr dah berubah
jauh tinggakan diri yg dulu
yer..
memg btl
skang kite lbey up-to-date
org berfesyen,kite pon berebut jugak nak join sekaki
rase bangge bile ramai yg memuji
tp hakikatnye,
diri polos kite yg dulu lebey baek dr skang.
now,macam-macam yang kite nak
sebab kite rase macam-macam yang kite perlukan
tapi, at the end..
ape yang kite nak just nak orang perlukan kite
btl tak?
ntahlah..
aku tatau korg
tapi ni aku
hasil cerite aku,
aku tayep ape yang aku rase je
imah,shila
korgla kawan aku dr kecik
and thank god kite boley kekal sampai skang.
murni,syud,aja,ilah,wani,mai,elin and sume2lah(sori tak mention name)
koranglah kawan zaman remaje aku.
yg tgk aku membesar sampai umo aku 17 tahun
ika,mira,anis,sue,fana,qilah.
korg pon same jugak.
seronok buat kerja memonteng dengan korang
korg sume tatau macam mane rindunye aku kat korg2
slalu aku tanye dr,korang rindu kat aku jugak tak?
due perkare yg paling aku takot kat dunia ni
1st,dilupekan
and
2nd,kehilangan orang
hurmmm..
bile abes skolah,aku knal kawan baru pulak
bha,anis,pka,ila,dba(dll)
dengan korg pon best.
thanx sebap layan prangai gile aku
teman aku shopping,berjoli,denga cite sdeyh aku
and..
macam2 lagilah
lepas ni,aku akan ilang korang pulak
jumpe orang laen
kan best kalo dapat jd macam pokok.
stick je dekat satu2 tempat
sampai lah ade orang datang alihkan

oh tuhan,
banyaknye rungutan
maybe aku lah contoh hambaMU yang tak bersyukur
ramai tp still kosong
sampai bile-bile pon aku takkan paham kenape
mungkin korang pon..

bErpatahPATAH bErdua kata;))

Seperti mingguMINGGU sebelumnye, 

hari KHAMIS lah paling membahagiakan hidup.

keje half day, pt. sket.

anda di luar sane tak payah jeles lah kami keje half day ari kames

tak best pon.culture shock lagi ade.haha;))

n tadi, sempat lah berposing skejap.hee..

alaa,tu kat bawah tu.tgk ah2.lalala;pp

ni lah mukeMUKE yg tabah bersame daku kat alor setar niyh

tade meka,tatau lah ape jd ngan kehidupan daku

boley gle la kot

haha;p

neway,thanx to them.

we just got few days more babes

then,dah buley balek!!

yea2;))

to all radiographers and mr nuar,thanx for lending ur hands

taught us everything we got to know,

u guys've been such a greatGREAT teachers to us

p/s: kak za, we gonna miss u!!

thanx for slalu layan kitorang yg tak bape btl ni.

one more thing...

cpt2 ade baby baru taw.gud luck!

haha;pp

love u muchMUCH loh;>>>

sEkian..

 

Tuhan, 

daratkan aku ke bumi
pancing aku dari bulan
tarik aku tembus awan

 

Hentakkan kepalaku ke dinding
buka tingkap biar silau
sergah ku dari mengigau

Pijak tubuhku - tertiarap
cium tanah, cium tanah
hulur wajahku ke cermin
tenung tenung, fikir fikir

Empunya refleksi, sedarlah
engkau pencinta rahsia
hari ini, selamanya

Tuhan, daratkan aku ke bumi
pancing aku dari bulan
tarik aku tembus awan

Hentakkan kepalaku ke dinding
buka tingkap biar silau
sergah ku dari mengigau

Pijak tubuhku - tertiarap
cium tanah, cium tanah
hulur wajahku ke cermin
tenung tenung, fikir fikir

Kalaupun engkau berdua
hatimu engkau yang punya
dia tidak mungkin tahu
sedalam mana rasamu

Semuanya metafora
“hatiku dicuri dia”
sedangkan setiap sakit
engkau seorang menangis

Empunya refleksi, sedarlah
kita pencinta rahsia
hari ini, bila bila

Pijak tubuhku - tertiarap
cium tanah, cium tanah
hulur wajahku ke cermin
tenung tenung, fikir fikir

Empunya refleksi, sedarlah
engkau pencinta rahsia
hari ini, selamanya

Tuhan, daratkan aku ke bumi
pancing aku dari bulan
tarik aku tembus awan..

tatau nak tayep ape.

tade mood + tak sehat 

i miss home 

and..

i miss everything;((((

OUTING

12:15 a.m
current activity: BARU LEPAS MANDI!
 why??: just come back home lah.tanye2.haiss;p


7.20 a.m: (Yaa masok bilek)
Yaa: hey,bangon2.da pukol 7:20 da ni.p mandi lah
         lambat kang.


Dengan kepale yg berat,minda yang masih terawang-awangan,roh yang tah dah masok badan ke belom tah,aku pon menggagahkan dr melangkah kaki ke bilik air.kacau betol la.nak tanak terpakse jugak bangun.sepatotnye cuti2(kedah dan kawasan2 yang sewaktu dengannye) macam ni aku ngah melayari bahtera mimpi lagi niyh (mimpi ngeri je banyak pown;pp). btw,bukan aku sorg je.anis pon same.arini turn kitorang pg general hospital (G.H) dan macam bese lah kan, ayahanda yg conduct kitorang kat sane. try suasane kat sane pulak.totally different dengan kat pusat kesihatan. keje sume kene laju. berlari sane, berlari sini. naek patah kaki.tp, tape la kan,.nak blaja.macam ni lah. Anyway,memg best.lot of things we've learned. k lah.stop lah cite pasal niyh.nak complete sgt kang, esok pon tak abeh cite lg. 

12.30 p.m
balek.makan,bla,bla,bla,bla

5.30 p.m
go out;))
naek kete sewe je;pp

ACTIVITIES: 
mule2 pg tesco.tgk2 je.i bought sliper.
then,gerak pg star mall.tgk kasot.banyak less!
waaa.tak beli pon;((
sayang duet ah konon.hehe
tgk je banyak.pastu i beli bear.for fren of mine;D
after dah penat tawaf satu tempat tu,ktrg g tgk ticket muvie.pukol 9.malam
cite SALT (nak expired dah,baru nak tgk;pp) 

 

boley tahan lah.
walopon macam pelik je cite die.
ending pon tak bape best.
urm,sedap kan ati je nih.haha
tapi,wanita ini memg gile la kan.action diee
wuhhh
salut2;)))
leb angelina jolie.wiwit2;pp







10:49 p.m
came back home.
tp,macam pelik lah kan.pukul 12:09 a.m baru sampai
;DD

present time:
saye mawu tido sudah.
nanyte munchkinssss;))))))

[Look what you've done]-JET

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won


Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won


Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone


Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won


Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

**love this song so much

    it reminds me to the superb love movie ever

    A LOT LIKE LOVE and ASHTON KUTCHER as well

    ;DDD

more species i like the most

 

tak tak!!

bukan saye yg curik pucuk buluh kat kebun acik

 

lapo..

 

care yg betol untuk bersugi

ko pandai ke pon?;pp

bucukla anak mummy ni

men ape ni?

 

kamu ni pandai dudok ke tak ni?

macam tade tulang blakang je

kite lumbe sape sampai dulu

sape lambat,kne cari puck buluh sorg2 sebulan

pasukan gerila

ko tawu jah,ank si awang tuh

tettttt...

alamak.

chane nak turun niyh?

naek td ley pulak

haiss

;)))))

 

i talk to myself

**memang tahap bosan sangat da niyh;pp

A girl
so-called a woman
should be independent
to get through her life
on her own

 A girl
has to be strong enough
to face any of resistances
which might come through

A girl
cannot be seen
as too much weak
in front of others

A girl
should be respected
as she is supposed to be

    Woman was created from the rib of man
      not from his head to be above him
      nor from his feet to be walked upon
      but from he side to be equal
      near his arm to be protected
      and close to his heart to be loved

bermula la kesahh..

... arini punye cerite

heee.urmm,this week mengadap lagi 'ayahanda'

mcm besela kan.jd bdk2 practical ni kne denga beliau membebel

ekceli,byk gak yg die cakap tu btl.(n banyak jgk yg mengarut;p)

tp,camnila kan bebudak zaman skang

kalo tak mrungut tak sah

pepon,arini im not bz cam my frens

so,tade lah pnt sgt

just lapo jela spanjang nak maghrib

posela katekan(ganti je pon;DD)

TEPAT PUKUL 5:05pm, kami org pon abeh la keje

smentare nak menunggu makcik nasrah(yg dok tiap2 ari angkat kitorang)

sempat jgklah ktrg beposing depan exit door dgn tak bape malunye

kat sini adelah 2 gambo yg dapat dikepilkan lam bog ku ini

banyak2 kang,bosanla pulak korg2 tgk muke2 kitorg ni kn;p

here they are;)))

munchkinssssss.love you guys;)))

 aaa...ila mane?;ppp

Just to teach

the first time you asked my name
on the first time u knew me
i felt so..
so happy

and then i'm sinking in the love
you gave to me by day and night
i felt so..
so lovely

thought that we could keep it this way forever
thought that we would be last together

it just happened
though we know it will be
long ago
i just stay in here
with mind thinking
and then i realized that you came into my life
just to teach me
how to live alone

** composed by fa

LION HEAD

the cutest ever-BLUEWISH

 

bukan kite je pandai pakai celak;D

CUTIE

 

OMG!

HOLLAND LOP

  

the QUEEN

(care duduk tak ley blah;P)

RED EYE WHITE FUZZY LOP

 

I wish to have one;)))

Tak pernah sesaat daku meragui
apa yang telah daku temui
selama ini,

Tak pernah sesaat daku menyesali,
apa yang telah aku nikmati,
apa ku alami,
selagi hayat di kandung badan,

Takkan ku menyerah kalah,
walau mimpi ku musnah,
harapan ku hancur,
sayapku patah,

Kan ku pancarkan cahaya,
seperti pelita ke srata dunia,
yang gelap gelita

sehingga hembusan nafas
yang terakhir.

Tak pernah sesaat ku mencurigai,
apa yg telah aku kecapi,
setakat ini,

Tiba saatnya kan ku tangisi,
pada yang pergi, takkan kembali
Kembali lagi,

Selagi jasadku belum terkubur!
Selagi tubuhku, belum ditimpa uzur!
pantang datuk nenek moyangku,
Berundur!

Akan Ku Pancar Cahaya Seperti Pelita,
Ke Serata Dunia,
Seperti Cahaya

hye..
ok,tayah cakap pape
sy tawu sy cakap tak supe bikin
tp nak wat cmne
dah ade kemudahan broadband
tepaksela sy gune jgk
haha;p
urrmmm...
so far i still ngah adapting myself with alor star
tp tak tipu
sy rindukan kebebasan.lalala;))
k la,malas nak tayep banyak
papai.;D

just read this;)

Sejak dah habes blaja ni(teori jela;D), jarang gile post blog

and after 2 bulang melepak kat umah tak buat pape,

today's last day i dok umah

sok nak pg kedah da

alor staq mai.hehe

practical la kwn2

i'll be there for month and half

slamat dapat gak cti smggu utk ari raye

smggu je bap pastu dah kene g practical yg ke 2

kat mane tatau ag la..
maybe, time practical ni, lg lame la tak post pape
5 bulan mcm tu kot
[ gonna miss this:(( ]

sume pasaan ade ni

takot,happy,neves,bla,bla,bla..

pape pon, just wish me luck k?

i love u guys

thanx for reading;)))

Kulari ke hutan

kemudian teriakku

Kulari ke pantai

kemudian menyanyiku

Sepi...

sepi dan sendiri aku benci

Aku ingin bingar

aku mau di pasar

Bosan aku dengan penat dan enyah saja kau pekat

seperti berjelaga jika kusendiri

Kenapa tak pecahkan saja gelasnya?

Biar ramai..biar mengaduh sampai gaduh..

Aih..

Ada malaikat menyulam jejaring lelabah belang di tembok keraton putih

Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya?

Biar terdera

atau..

Aku harus lari ke hutan, belok ke pantai?

08 JUN 2010,10:32 pm


 broke up...
=((((

back;)

[2hb/06-4hb/06]
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
its been so long asenye tak mengepost
i mish u kDg.muahmuahmuah
urmmm..
banyak bende yg sy lalui bape mggu ni, ke bulang?
pape lah
1st of all,2hb to 4hb ritu my frens and i,we went for a trip to
langkawi island maa
woh;O
sanat seronok meh

bese la kan jumpe kengkawang

macam2 sayep beli

n i thought i wanna post the gambo(s)
tapi masalah teknikal la pule
usb suda gile
errrmm[sowi haby;( ]
so kat sini ade la bape kerat je gambo
yg dapat dimuatkan ke dalam blog ku ini
ok la kan haby kan?

dari tade.lalala;p

ciyum aku sket meh
hahaha

kasut+tshirt+beg=tak sampai 50 hengget pon

tade yg lagi mahal.bap tu tak beli

lalala;p

All my little plans and schemes

Lost like some forgotten dream

Seems like all I really was doing

Was waiting for you

Just like little girls and boys

Playing with their little toys

Seems like all they really were doing

Was waiting for you

Don't need to be alone

No need to be alone

It's real love

It's real, yes it's real love

It's real

From this moment on I know

Exactly where my life will go

Seems that all I really was doing

Was waiting for love

Don't need to be afraid

No need to be afraid

It's real love

It's real, yes it's real love

It's real

Thought I'd been in love before,

But in my heart I wanted more

Seems like all I really was doing

Was waiting for you

Don't need to be alone

No need to be alone

It's real love

Yes it's real, yes it's real love

It's real, yes it's real love...

retarded

fed up!
I'm goin' to sit my last paper tomorrow
but don't even get ready for it
empty mind
maybe got lot of stuff inside
cannot be kicked out even pull it over
damn la!
I've put my effort as much as i could
to memorise even a sentence of the notes
but my mind just like flying away
(wherethehell it goes,i don't know)
waaaa!!!GOD,help me.
i just feel wanna go home CEPAT!
no mood nak ngadap buku suda

**buku oh buku,
   buku besa,buku kecik,
   masokla ke dalam kepalaku wahai si buku,
   tak perlu lah lagi daku membace buku